Give me a Break
Monday, December 29, 2008 @ 7:42 PM
Now Playing: In the Navy (well, it’s from our neighbor xD)
Hmm.. I’m in the middle of blogwalking while reading a manga. I’ve read some of my linkies’ latest post & checked their blogroll if there’s still a “crazy-kateriina.bs.com” on their list. And so, I think I should delete some of them now. It’s not because they're not active but because they’ve deleted me from their list. But I’ll still keep my other linkies because I found their blog interesting to me. Well, you know, I’m not just exchanging links to anybody because I want so many friends. I still love myself. Because if I had tons of linkies, I won’t be able to visit them in a single day.
I still have lots of things to do. And it’s freaking me because classes will resume in a week. And I can’t do that “lot of things” in just a week. Maybe now, I’m regretting why I made this layout. I even have this friend of mine who wants me to do her new layout. She said it’s a big help if I do. But, I don’t think I can make it this night. I still have to sleep early, (with all those firecrackers outside), because these past few days, I'm waking up at 11:30am which is my hobby last vacation. And my grandmother’s mad about that. We still have our visitors here so i can't laze around. Well, they are the owner of this house. They are residing in Guam. (I remember ISWAK2, xD) But they are taking their Christmas vacation here.
And so, I’m RUINED! I can’t do my daily habits of not eating because I’m busy with my business here. All I want to do is to spend this Christmas break in watching anime and reading mangas. And that dream won’t come true anymore.
I tried not eating once, and then my aunt ask me, “kahit, plastikan na lang. isang buwan lang. kahit ako gusto ko na silang sakalin eh, kaso nakakaawa naman si mama kung siya lang ang makikisama ng makikisama sa kanila”. And so I felt a bit guilty about it. The woman said something that made us angry so maybe they think that's the reason that i'm not eating. But that’s not really my point. I’m not eating lunches and dinners because, first, I’m busy with my computer, and second, I’m still on a diet. Of course, there will be no changes if I just take a sit even though I’m not eating. So I’m still what I am. A crazy-fat-sarcastic-little-girl. Oh! I’m quite bored. I should end this post now.
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